Hey! It's been a while since my last post for several years ago. Recently, i've been spending 3 months off from my college. Well... it's quite long since i've nothing to do. Actually, i wanna talk about hardship that i faced. I dont know where should i start. For back 2 months i've cried a lot, because my father was sick. His brain has bleeding because of high blood pressure.
It was happen 2 months ago... Before he got this serious bleeding, actually he is stroke sufferer. He became quite slow doing anything like eating, walking.. anything. For stroke sufferer, monthly check up is a must. Other side, my father never wanna go to hospital even just for check up. Yeah, he is stubborn one. When my nephew have a birthday, my whole family humbly celebrated it by blowing candle and eating cakes. Happily, my father ate the cake. And the next morning, my father was unable get up and his consciousness decreased. He only could open his both eyes a half and unable say any word. I wanted to go to hospital with my family, but the members ask me to go campus. My father in Emergency Unit for 10 hours long until his Brain X-Ray.. (whatever it called) was out. Then the doctor showed up and gathered family members to announce the result. I tried to hold the tears. Dont cry... Dont cry... Doctor said my father has bleeding in his brain that really need soon to have a surgeon. At that time. That night. At 02.00 am my mother got the hospital which quite far from town because a lot hospitals didn't want accept related medical personnel and limited equipment. I went home with my brother along with the ambulance. Another effort to hold the tears on my way home. It's just unbearable for me to see him was so helpless. Other side, i need to think about my English presentation at 07.00 pm. So branched.
After done with my english presentation which not really success, i called my brother that i wanna visit my father but he said no one able to picked me up and he told me that my father will enter operating room at the afternoon. I can't handle the tears. I cried a lot quietly at campus's toilet. Luckily, i went along with my sister and her friend. Got incoming call from my brother. "Dad just entered the operating room..Just pray. Doctor said this surgeon only 20-30% possibilities." I don't like to show my sadness front people, just hold it. Befor he entered operating room, Dad cried to hear that heartbreaking news. "Sorry dad for made you hear such a helpless news... Please survive..." Talked to self.
It was happen 2 months ago... Before he got this serious bleeding, actually he is stroke sufferer. He became quite slow doing anything like eating, walking.. anything. For stroke sufferer, monthly check up is a must. Other side, my father never wanna go to hospital even just for check up. Yeah, he is stubborn one. When my nephew have a birthday, my whole family humbly celebrated it by blowing candle and eating cakes. Happily, my father ate the cake. And the next morning, my father was unable get up and his consciousness decreased. He only could open his both eyes a half and unable say any word. I wanted to go to hospital with my family, but the members ask me to go campus. My father in Emergency Unit for 10 hours long until his Brain X-Ray.. (whatever it called) was out. Then the doctor showed up and gathered family members to announce the result. I tried to hold the tears. Dont cry... Dont cry... Doctor said my father has bleeding in his brain that really need soon to have a surgeon. At that time. That night. At 02.00 am my mother got the hospital which quite far from town because a lot hospitals didn't want accept related medical personnel and limited equipment. I went home with my brother along with the ambulance. Another effort to hold the tears on my way home. It's just unbearable for me to see him was so helpless. Other side, i need to think about my English presentation at 07.00 pm. So branched.
After done with my english presentation which not really success, i called my brother that i wanna visit my father but he said no one able to picked me up and he told me that my father will enter operating room at the afternoon. I can't handle the tears. I cried a lot quietly at campus's toilet. Luckily, i went along with my sister and her friend. Got incoming call from my brother. "Dad just entered the operating room..Just pray. Doctor said this surgeon only 20-30% possibilities." I don't like to show my sadness front people, just hold it. Befor he entered operating room, Dad cried to hear that heartbreaking news. "Sorry dad for made you hear such a helpless news... Please survive..." Talked to self.
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