this is about woman and her foolishness.
she falls in love with a guy. warm and mature guy. yet, the guy has already owned.
but she still keep loving him wholeheartedly. they still keep-in-touch each other after misscomunication for long time. the woman still don't understand whats going on. the guy keep her in good feeling over his kindness. he full of careness. but the woman doesnt feel full of hoping.
one day, when they are have phone contact. the woman said something wrong about his girlfriend that makes the guy become angry, but the guy didnt take it serious. he said,'hey you shouldn't say that, you should not say that thing, she is my girl.' the woman replied,'oh im sorry im so sorry.' with laughing they are just kidding each other. but not the woman feel. her heart full of silences. she feels broke. she feels so fool. the woman still keep her feeling good. but that doesn't enough to explain about her running tears from her both eyes. she deeply feel uncomfortable with herself. the tears keep running out. and she starts to talk to herself.
*do you know the saddest thing appear? that is when you try to figure out your self, you can't. all this time what are you looking for?! you can't depend on something absurd. the woman thinks.
do you know when the time i feel blue? do you know when the time i need you? do you know what i feel when the time your girl attacked me thousand painful words? you never know! never! you never defend me like you defend her! you never know about my loneliness, about my sadness. you just know spending time with me to fade your dizziness. you even didnt save my number. have you ever thought how selfish you are?!*
at the end the woman just know one thing, let the time proves everything. everything about the woman. everything about the guy. everything about guy's girlfriend. everything to the all could be. something good or something bad. The woman realizes that something bad that will tightly hold her. its up to the time.
